We are gathered here today...

Because for some reason, we felt like it.



I think I am at a crossroad, I need to reexamine my life and see what needs to change. Don't worry, this isn't a sad pity party post, I'm just wondering what I should do. Give up stability to pursue what I love or hold on to stability for a while longer and put what I love on hold. I think it all comes down to what makes me happy. I know what I love makes me happy, but will I be able to find stability in what makes me happy? I'm sure everyone has thought about this at some point. It's a bit scary, but it feels like it would be liberating. At the same time though, it is frightening. It's always scary to take a leap, right? I think I should take a leap.



I'm going to set a date, by that date I will need to have made a decision. Putting off what you love will need to be my decision for now, but technically I'm not putting it off, just keeping it on the side for a while. Just until I get myself organized and try and cope with the reality of following my dream.



Maybe this is all just so capricorn of me, but I like to plan. I think everyone who knows me, knows this, because I started planning my Scotland trip in July of last year!



First goal - make a plan.

Second goal - save every penny.

Third goal - On the date I've selected, make my decision.



This all my be convoluted, but that's kind of me, too. I over think and over plan and then nothing really goes according to the plan. It's all part of the fun and stress of life. At least, I hope.



On a side note, I just saw a trailer for Pure Country 2. Wow, Pure Country... that takes me back. Back to Mom letting me miss a day of school just so we could go see the movie! :)



Anyway, I've totally lost my train of though... thanks George Strait.



Um... make a goal, do what I love. Yeah, that's it.



Scotland lost today against Spain, bummer. I can't wait to go back to Scotland though... I wish I could leave tomorrow!

It's been a while...

I'm still getting all my pictures edited. It's quite a large task, or at least, larger than I thought it would be. I have the dust on my sensor to thank for that. Oh well... I just wish I would've noticed it before hand.

I miss Scotland so much. I want to go back everyday. I even dream about it at night. I know, it seems I'm a bit obsessed... I don't mean to be, I just am. Maybe I'll get to go back soon. I really hope so. I need to start playing the lottery so maybe I'll win tons of money so I can buy a house there and everyone can come visit me.

Scotland is playing Spain tomorrow in a UEFA qualifying match... since I can't watch it at work, I'll see if I can find a website that has play-by-play.

I've been back for almost a month now and all I can think about is going back...